It's not me trying to be clever or anything, it's just that I take extended leave over the Christmas and New Year period so January is still a lovely blur of days with no structure. It's a little like a month 'on hold'.
I'm now back at work, Sibs is back to school and we are on the treadmill of real life again.
Each February I consider the year ahead and make some plans. Some concrete and some tentative. I get a little nervous when my life is too mapped out as it just seems to speed up time. You know that feeling of not quite enjoying the moment as you're waiting for the next thing to happen?
I have quite a few things on the calendar for February and March; I know what's happening during the Easter holidays; I have a feeling what June and July will be like and I'm planning a trip home in December. That's quite enough I think!
I've never pressured myself with resolutions and goals, but I have been thinking a little about getting more regular with this blog. I remember a year or so ago I felt that I had lost a bit of momentum in my blogging and that I had nothing to write about unless it was a major change to everyday life. I seemed to be waiting for the "amazing" moments before I posted anything. I guess it's a self imposed definition though....?
As a reminder to myself and a push to blog more there is a lovely quote that I saved on my phone just before Christmas that I instantly loved.
"Life is amazing. And then it's awful. And then it's amazing again.
And in between the amazing and the awful it's ordinary and mundane and routine.
Breath in the amazing, hold on through the awful,
and relax and exhale during the ordinary.
That's just living
Heartbreaking, soul-healing, amazing, awful, ordinary life.
And it's breathtakingly beautiful."
I've decided to adopt the following line as my mantra for 2016.
Breath in the amazing, hold on through the awful, and relax and exhale during the ordinary.
I'm not suddenly going to bare my soul here, but I do want to capture a little bit of the in-betweens of life's stories.
Just to get me going - this is a glimpse at my recent amazing, ordinary and a little bit awful.
|evening stroll in Noosa|
|Australia Day get together, chatting with Sibs in the pool and a day at home with the cats.|
|emergency hospital with Twmff who thankfully made a good recovery.|